Hit Continue

There are lot of instances where the drive to quit had been greater than ever, but u still hit continue.

Remember the Fridays, when you got up in the morning and felt “oh, I am not going to work today” but still, hours later, you are either sipping a cup of coffee, discussing the ‘so-fars’ and the ‘way-forwards’ or staring at a machine and thinking “oh, I am not going to the bar tonight”, but in the evening you find yourself with a glass of fermented liquid in between loud music where only you could hear to yourself and say, “I am not gonna allow it to be another wasted weekend” and before you are drawing a checklist of things to do over the weekend in your mind, u r already in bed, looking at the clock and saying “bledy hell, its already Saturday”?

Remember the last days of school or work or last time you knew you ll be seeing somebody and you tell yourself “it’s not over here, we are gonna keep in touch” but as the time goes on, as you meet new friends, as you move to a new place, as you think ‘it takes to lose some self-respect’ to be the first one to initiate a conversation, as your ego overrides your innocence, as your brain gets busier and the mind gets duller, as the number of friends on social media are directly proportional to the global population increase, as your bank account get bigger, as you learn to be rude to people who are nice to you and as you think ‘it may be too late to say a hi’ to the person you wanted to stay in touch, realize that at some part of the world there is someone who wishes ‘I should have been on touch’?

Remember the times when you saw an accident on the road, wanted to help and still your car rose from 45 to 55, remember the times when you wanted to travel, find out ways about forgetting the past get inspired from people and still went ahead putting the same money in buying a costly phone on which you would be expecting a message from the past, remember the times when you decided to spend the weekend in an orphanage, old age home or an animal shelter and went ahead in postponing it for the next weekend, remember the times then you wanted to stand-up and talk against some of the superstition ideas or corrupt practices that you wouldn’t agree with but ended up being corrupted by your own superstition voice which said shut-up, remember the times when you wanted to sit idle and remember the times, where you should have hit continue?

Remember the last time when I said “There are lots of instances where the drive to quit had been greater than ever, but u still hit ‘continue’” and realized to remember that I was talking about instances where the drive to hit continue has been greater, you still hit quit?