MUSIC AND NOISE

GOD SAVE ME FROM MY FRIENDS, I CAN HANDLE MY ENEMIES.

This article may sound very similar to one of my previous… but it is very much more.

Ever thought, why your favorite party song doesn’t sound the best when u are walking alone on a road, Why your favorite road walk song doesn’t sound the same when u are walking with a different mood???Does that have something to do with the road?? People on the road?? The honks?? The way u walk ??? Where u going to?? I don’t think any of this matter. Its about what’s running in your mind. Very similar to an expensive phone with all the latest features may make u happy, but doesn’t matter, when u don’t get a call or text message from your loved ones… NOISY RITE???

There is always a huge difference between what’s on your mind and what’s in your mind… something that’s there on your mind is sleep and that’s there in your mind is THE DREAM.

We may come across different moods everyday. Example: when my dad is tensed after an intense day at work, he comes home and shouts at me for something that’s not fault. I have two choices to make. MUSIC OR NOISE. NOISE -> I shout back at him, I get tensed shout at someone else and goes on, may be after a point it ll reach a silence but that’s not musical… MUSIC-> I understand that he is pissed off and act as a medium for him to ease it out, still silence after some time and now its musical… the choice is in my HEAD.

This sort of confusion is easier, at least to understand if not to practice. What if u don’t know whether its music or noise… what if u know its noise and still u ll have to hear it… difficult… I am writing this with the fear of not being able to share my problems with whom I have for so long, with the fear of …. Sorry don’t know how to convey.

Reminded of the day when your close friend packs his\her bag to a different place in the same world??? NOISY&^@!$)_*&! U send them off, with a big smile and some of their favorites. U Reach the airport\railway station even before they do, making sure that u are dressed well for their journey, Making sure that u have enough balance on your phone, so that u can call them once more before they leave. Making sure u slept pretty well that afternoon, for your friend to catch a night’s flight, and giving them a HUGE HUG. Giving the hope that, I shall see u soon and still understanding the difference between soon and sooner, all this may seem very musical. Then u come home, hit the hay of your bed, look at the very old ceiling fan, remember all those good times u had together and wipe the tiny drop of water that’s rolling down your cheek. This is when u get confused whether its noise or music… u don’t know whether the water is because u are happy about all those good times or sad about those good times is parceled and ll take sometime to reach u again. The thought of MUSIC brings NOISE and the NOISE reminds u of more MUSIC. Continuously being switched from music to noise, the mind gets tired and switches to sleep mode.

The next morning u get up and check for a SMS from the friend u sent off a few hours ago and tell yourself, true friends are not seen, felt… and suddenly feel a “SAME TO U”.

Now again confused whether its music or noise.

LIFE CYCLE...

I don’t know who said this, under what context… but I completely agree with it.

A cycle where u can drive a BMW, where u can ride and write at the same time with your hand writing still not getting spoiled, a cycle which is not restricted to a doubles or a triples, a cycle which at times costs trillion to inflate and at other times FREE, even though It may seem that u have rode many cycles but finally u realize it was the same, always enjoying its own cycle, even when your cycle is going in the forward direction it may seem to be THE REVERSE and the most important,

a CYCLE which has ZERO RESALE VALUE and an unknown MRP.

A Recent example: I just finished my Engineering and my results cycle was awesome. I totally had 8 semesters which were divided into 7. My first two semester results were smooth. After my third semester results, I got my results and what a SHOCK it said ALL CLEAR. Then within a month came a bigger SHOCK which said “we are sorry, the prev result which we published was wrong and U FLUNKED in 1 subject”. The NEXT SEMESTER, TWO. We are done with semesters 1, 2, 3 and 4. 5th and 6th were awesome, the time when forward movement of the cycle actually felt like it. And now the 7^th sem results. This said, I flunked in a subject which I cleared in the 6^th sem itself. I had 7 subjects in my hall ticket and my mark sheet had result for 8 subjects, so technically, logically and everycally it was wrong. So the CYCLE, it was PASS FAIL AGAIN. And the final semester as good the 1^st.

The cycle was interesting only when I see it now, but then it was pain in the A**.

And may be now I knew why people call it PAIN in the A**, may be because it is A CYCLE.

TRING TRING its time to move ON.